winds whisper across the moonlit sands
"If only, if only"
Can you hear me calling?
Softly repeating your name into the night
Do you answer the summons?
Or turn away and deny them?
fingers leaving their prints
All over your hidden soul
Why are you so afraid to be touched?
Does my caress burn your skin?
I see the marks left from others
But they are only faded scars now
Why do you flinch and hide from sight?
Answering with a shrug and more mystery
So guarded and locked up tight
Where's the key to free your mind?
Do you remember where you threw it?
Do you ever get that one person stuck in your head
and it doesn't matter who your around or what your doing
you can't stop thinking about them?
Not all your thoughts are happy and nice either.
They can be twinged with fear and anger or sadness or doubt.
It gets to the point where you question your own sanity
and wonder if it will ever stop.
Not even in sleep can you stop,
your dreams are of them and everything
in your life somehow connects to them.
Your heart and mind are both completely in love
with them and the thought of your life
without them you cannot bear.
There is nothing you want more in life
then to be wrapped in their arms
and to feel them so close next to you.
There is a ball of longing in your stomach
at just the thought.
You would go to the end of the earth and back again for them
and you cannot figure out a way to describe or explain
just how much they mean to you or how mcuh you love them.
It gets to the point where you just
want them to be happy and safe and healthy.
Your mind is consumed with ways of seeing them
or hearing them and you begin to think it would be better
to have them yell at you because then
you could hear their voice then to have them say
nothing and your left in silence.
You know inside of you that there is no one else out there
that could complete you the way they do and
no one else could ever make you feel this way.
You want to be there to help them with anything
and to take care of them when they get sick.
You want to be able to say I love you
to them everyday, whenever you want.
You just want to be with them with everything in you.
You know with every fiber of your being that
they are your one and only.
It doesn't matter what they do you know you'll forgive them,
because being mad at them hurts you physically and emotionally.
You see their faults and love them for them.
You wake up everyday and your first thoughts are of them.
Your last thoughts before falling asleep are of them.
You try to think of other things, but you can't.
You feel like without them you would die and
when even a small amount of time passes without some type of contact
with them you start to feel like your going crazy.
They are the first person you want to turn to
when the shit hits the fan and the last person
you want to say goodbye to.
When your with them the feelings inside of you cannot be described.
It's like dancing on the clouds and shining with the stars.
You can tell them everything and anything
and they are your bestfriend in the world.
You can picture yourself with them for the rest of your life,
but you cannot picture yourself without them.
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